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Sunday, March 20, 2011

welcome to my life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just dont belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what its like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside youre bleeding

No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what its like to be like me

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy 
But I'm not gonna be ok!

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You dont know what its like
What its like!

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like 


Welcome to my life 
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perfect

Hey Dad look at me 
Think back and talk to me 
Did I grow up according 
To plan? 
Do you think I’m wasting 
My time doing things I 
Wanna do? 
But it hurts when you 
Disapprove all along 


And now I try hard to make it 
I just want to make you proud 
I’m never gonna be good 
Enough for you 
I can’t pretend that 
I’m alright 
And you can’t change me 

I try not to think 
About the pain I feel inside 
Did you know you used to be 
My hero? 
All the days 
You spent with me 
Now seem so far away 
And it feels like you don’t 
Care anymore 

And now I try hard to make it 
I just want to make you proud 
I’m never gonna be good 
Enough for you 
I can’t stand another fight 
And nothing’ alright 

Nothing’s gonna change 
The things that you said 
Nothing’s gonna make this 
Right again 
Please don’t turn your back 
I can’t believe it’s hard 
Just to talk to you 
But you don’t understand

‘Cuz we lost it all 
Nothing lasts forever 
I’m sorry 
I can’t be Perfect 
Now it’s just too late 
And we can’t go back 
I’m sorry 
I can’t be Perfect 
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not a clue

i dont know actually
what it really feels like...
it hurts a lot...
damn..
it hurts a lot...
it just hurts a lot...

i never cried like this before..
n i actually didnt believe i cried..
but i do..

(just admit it that u cried ilya) done...hahahaha

u do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*actually ilya dah gila sebenarnya
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sori again~

masalahnya...
wang ulu tak leh nk post entri...
so,
kalaw dapat balek umah ja la dpt post entri baru...
adoii...
sori ya kawan2...
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