cold

Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right..
I never stopped to think of you..
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win....
And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go...
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope

what i really meant to say
is i'm sorry for the way i am..
I never meant to be so cold
never meant to be so cold...

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~*HiLaNg..

Saat aku tertawa

Saat aku menangis

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada

benar...

aku cinta kamu

tapi

tak bererti kamu harus aku miliki..

benar..

aku ingin kamu..

tapi

aku sedar aku tidak bisa..

sudah.

lupakan aku.

maafkan aku.

aku hilang.

maafkan aku.

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cure this please

desperately need something to cure this madness!

can somebody help me?

please...............

i have been diagnosed with a critical diseased..

cannot be cured..

which is called LUNATISM CRAZINESS!

(rindu craziness)

ever heard of that disease before?

well,let me explained it to you.

i dunno why i turned my self into this madness.

i thought i can get away with it.

as always.

but this time.

i can't.

I JUST CAN'T!

i am too lost to be save..

damn!

terok jugak eh sakit rindu nie..

hahahahahahahaha...

:p

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KHAS BUAT KAMU; AHMAD SHIHAM

~ahmad shiham~

we missed u..

i missed your joke

i missed your laughter..

you used to call me, "ilya kulyakun"..

i missed that..

aku doakan hunk bahagia di sana.

doa kami semua untuk hunk.

moga hunk sejahtera dan aman sentiasa.

moga roh mu damai dan aman selalu.

Ya Allah,

kau berkatilah sahabat aku ini.

Ampunkan dosanya Ya Allah.

Tmptkan dia dalam kalangan mereka yang beriman.

amin.

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haish..

hmm..
kamu,
aku rindu ni..

kamu jaga diri baik-baik..
aku cuma mahu kamu tahu..
aku sayang kamu..
betul aku sayang kamu..

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Tamat Latihan Kor SukSiS @ UPM

JuLai 16th, 2009.
-btolak dari penang.
-wit atoi+shikin+zolla
-koi 5.30 ptg smpai kangar bumi bertuah.
-mkn ptg kat ariffin (lama xpkena nasi goreng cina)
-6.30 ptg btolak ke wang ulu.
-mlm yg buhsan, so aku+atoi+shikin wat sentri mlm tuh..hahahah....

JuLai 17th, 2009.
-taklimat SM koi soploh pagi.
-taklimat en helmi 2.30 ptg
-packing
-sentri lagi..hahahahahahahhaha..
-aku BUHSAN GILA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JuLai 18th, 2009.
-bkumpul koi 7.30 pagi
-btolak koi 8 lebeyh skit.
-JOM PI UPM!!!!!
-stop kat GURUN,SIMPANG PULAI,ULU BERNAM.
-smpai koi 5.30 ptg.
-lepak smpai 7.30 mlm
-mkn kat kedai mamak (yekk..xsdp!)
-balek asrama.
-tido! (relax gilossssssssssssssssssssss) hahahahahha...

JuLai 19th, 2009.
-6.45 pg siap
-tgk raptai tauliah
-aiyooo...gerun aku.boleyh ka aku thn nie????
-pi mkn kat tmpt smlm.hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
-balek asrama.siap2 nk pi markas FRU.unit berkuda.cheras
-aku xnek.GAYAT! hahaha...ketinggian adalah satu mslh.
-mcm2 input aku dpt kat sini.
-ladang kuda dia bersih.TAHNIAH YER!!!!!!!!
-btolak pi mkn.haaa..mlm nie aku mkn sdp..puas!
-btolak balek asrama
-lepak xwat pape. hahahahahahah..mmg relax gila.

JuLai 20th, 2009.
-6.45 pg siap.
-btolak ke Taman tasek titiwangsa.
-ada sambutan hari keluarga polis.
-mmg besh la.Puas.Mantap.aku suka.aku epi.aku enjoy.
-mkn byk.sedap.hahahah.xda bnda len.mkn ja.haha
-byk pertunjukkan.
-aku epi la conclusionnya.
-koi 11.30 semua siap.salin baju.JOM PI MIDVALLEY!ahahahahahaha..
-kami tgk citer the last house on the left.
-boleyh la.aku lyn ja.sonok la gak.
-then, mkn2 balek la asrama.
-spnjang ptg tuh aku tido.hahaha.tjaga koi 6.30
-mlm nie.kami mkn satay kajang.
-6 cucuk satay yang sgt mengenyangkan.sdp pown sdp.
-aku mkn roti john lagi mlm tuh.hahahaha.
-akibatnya.tidor yg sgt lena.hahaha

JuLai 21st, 2009.
-siap 6.45 pg
-tgk the real tauliah.mmg besh.gempak.aku xsbr nk tauliah.
-takot pown ada.huhu.
-tp xsbr nk abes dah.yey!
-mkn2.siap2 nk balek.
-koi 1.45 ptg kumpol.
-koi 2.30 btolak dari UPM.
-laju gilosssssssssssssssssssssssss pak cik nie bwh.
-stop kat rawang,simpang pulai,gurun.
-smpai koi 10.56 mlm.

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please don't leave me

I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here? Or said something insulting?
I can be so mean when I wanna be..
I am capable of really anything..
I can cut you into pieces..
But my heart is... broken

I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promised

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry

Please, please don't leave me
please don't leave me
No, don't leave me

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