sangat sedih
walaupun aku berjaya buat dia bencikan aku
tapi
seksanya nyata
its the hardest thing i'll ever have to do
believe me
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
tak keruan
sedih..
sangat sedih
walaupun aku berjaya buat dia bencikan aku
tapi
seksanya nyata
its the hardest thing i'll ever have to do
believe me
takkan baca jerrrrrr...komen sket...tq~hehe
sangat sedih
walaupun aku berjaya buat dia bencikan aku
tapi
seksanya nyata
its the hardest thing i'll ever have to do
believe me
maafkan ilya
memang ilya sengaja,,
sengaja sakitkan hati pak ngah..
sengaja sakitkan hati mak ngah...
sengaja tipu pak ngah..
sengaja tipu mak ngah..
maafkan ilya.
dont know why i did this..
but the only reason i know is that..
I LOVE BOTH OF U SO MUCH..
its okay if u hate me after this..
but i always love both of u..
but i have to do this..
please do forgive me..
ilya sayang pak ngah..
ilya sayang mak ngah..
percayalah~
takkan baca jerrrrrr...komen sket...tq~hehe
sengaja sakitkan hati pak ngah..
sengaja sakitkan hati mak ngah...
sengaja tipu pak ngah..
sengaja tipu mak ngah..
maafkan ilya.
dont know why i did this..
but the only reason i know is that..
I LOVE BOTH OF U SO MUCH..
its okay if u hate me after this..
but i always love both of u..
but i have to do this..
please do forgive me..
ilya sayang pak ngah..
ilya sayang mak ngah..
percayalah~
Sunday, April 3, 2011
saat terakhir
makin hari makin dekat...hmm...setiap pertemuan mesti ada perpisahan kan?
takkan baca jerrrrrr...komen sket...tq~hehe
ntah..susah nk ckp...
aku sebenarnya sedih nak tinggalkan tempat nie..
sayang...
empat tahun kat sini...
macam2 kenangan aku kat sini..
yang manis,
yang pahit,
yang masam,
yang masin...
tapi semuanya sedap belaka...
secukup rasa...
walaupun kadang2 pahitnya susah nak telan...
macam CHON...
tapi..tetap ada juga manisnya...
aku ada banyak kawan kat sni..
selama empat tahun kat sni...
aku sayang kawan2 aku..
kalaw berpisah selepas nie,
huhu..
sedeyhnyaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Along..
Rynee..
Zolla..
along,nnt kalaw kita jauh..cm na? hunk rindu aku x? mesti hunk rindu kan?
nnt kalaw kita jauh mcm na? hunk ingt aku x?
along, huhu...hunk jangan lupa aku tau..
bila ada hunk, aku rasa kuat..
hunk selalu bg aku smngt...
aku mesti rindu hunk nnt...
bermulanya aku kenal hunk..
aku dpat rasa hunk spesel..
aku dpt rasa..hunk dpat sabaq dengan aku...
huhu..
sori kadang2 aku bertindak diluar kawalan..
aku selalu mnyusahkan hunk..
sori along...aku sayang hunk...
sayang sangat2...
hunk la sahabat aku dunia akhirat...
sepanjang empat tahun kenal hunk..
aku rasa bahagia..
terima kasih kerana menceriakan hari2 aku..
sarangae along...
hehe
Rynee,
hehe..aku sedeyh..
nnt hunk jauh dari aku..
cm na kita nk nyanyi sama2 lagik...
cm na aku dgr hunk maen gitar?
huhu...
byk masa hunk aku ambil..
hunk teman aku p merata..
terima kasih utk masa tu..
setiap detik hunk ada dgn aku..
aku rasa lapang..
senyuman hunk..
buat aku lupa semua..
tp aku dpt rasa hunk sedeyh..
aku xmaw hunk sedeyh..
aku nk rynee yg dluw..
apa2 pown..aku tetap syg hunk..
smpai bila2...
nnt kita pi konvoi k...hehe..
terima kasih rynee..kerana mewarnai hidup aku..
I LOVE YOU!!!
Zolla..
hehe..
penghibur aku..
selalu layan kepala otak aku yang agak gila..
(dia pown gila jugak)
terima kasih untuk jadi drebar aku..
sorry aku selalu menyusahkan hunk..
oit zolla,
ada pesan sket nie..
ramai org syg hunk zolla..
hunk nmpk x?
tp aku cuma boleh bg apa yang kami mampu..
semua terletak atas hunk utk berubah..
ingt zolla,
setiap apa yang terjadi,
ada hikmahnya..
setiap kepahitan, ada manisnya..
bak kata sahabat kita,
yakin dengan tuhan, bahagia itu akan dtg..
aku sayang hunk zolla...
ingt taw....
kepada bebudak kelas aku..
BIOPROCESSS...
thanx for all the sweet memories...
thanx for this frenship..
thank you..
for perlis..
I LOVE U!!!!
hahahahah
Sunday, March 20, 2011
welcome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just dont belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what its like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside youre bleeding
No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what its like to be like me
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok!
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You dont know what its like
What its like!
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like
Welcome to my life
takkan baca jerrrrrr...komen sket...tq~hehe
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just dont belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what its like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside youre bleeding
No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what its like to be like me
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok!
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You dont know what its like
What its like!
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like
Welcome to my life
perfect
Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright
Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
takkan baca jerrrrrr...komen sket...tq~hehe
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright
Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
not a clue
i dont know actually
what it really feels like...
it hurts a lot...
damn..
it hurts a lot...
it just hurts a lot...
i never cried like this before..
n i actually didnt believe i cried..
but i do..
(just admit it that u cried ilya) done...hahahaha
u do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*actually ilya dah gila sebenarnya
takkan baca jerrrrrr...komen sket...tq~hehe
what it really feels like...
it hurts a lot...
damn..
it hurts a lot...
it just hurts a lot...
i never cried like this before..
n i actually didnt believe i cried..
but i do..
(just admit it that u cried ilya) done...hahahaha
u do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*actually ilya dah gila sebenarnya
sori again~
masalahnya...
wang ulu tak leh nk post entri...
so,
kalaw dapat balek umah ja la dpt post entri baru...
adoii...
sori ya kawan2...
takkan baca jerrrrrr...komen sket...tq~hehe
wang ulu tak leh nk post entri...
so,
kalaw dapat balek umah ja la dpt post entri baru...
adoii...
sori ya kawan2...
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