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Wednesday, June 29, 2011

diam lagi

Biar diam seribu bahasa
Asalkan dia tak terluka
biar aku sendiri yang berdarah

Tiada siapa akan faham
tiada siapa akan faham
tiada siapa

biarkan saja
aku tau allah ada dgn ku
Sentiasa...
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Saturday, June 11, 2011



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jealousy

For every lie I ever told, for every line I ever sold 
For everyone I ever hurt before 
I could always find a good excuse 
I could always find something to use 
I could always find a way out of the truth 
Well it used to feel okay inside to get in their face and tell these lies 
But not today... I'm breaking free 

I never thought the day would come to say sorry for the things I've done 
I know the list is long but thats all on me 
I cant really find the words to make up to the ones I've hurt 
But I hope they see this side of me 
I swear that I've been waiting, I've been waiting, to say 

Oh Jealousy, look what you've done 
You've got a hold of me, you've made me become 
Thought I'd never be what I'm running from 
This jealousy look what its done 

You rip apart my insides 
You know that I cant sleep 
You tear apart my whole life 
You take the best of me... 

owhhhhhh jealousy

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talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night 
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
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written in the stars

Oh written in the stars
A million miles away
A message to the main
Seasons come and go
But I will never change
And I’m on my way

Lets go…
You’re listening now
They say they aint heard nothing like this in a while
Thats why they play my song on so many different dials
Cause I got more hits than a disciplined child
When they see me everybody
Man I’m like a young gun fully black Barrack
I cried tear drops over the massive attack
I only make hits like I work with a racket and bat
Look at my jacket and hat
So damn berserk
So down to earth
I’m bringing gravity back
Adopted by the major I want my family back
People work hard just to get all their salary taxed
Look Im just a writer from the ghetto like Malory blackman
Where the hells all the sanity at, damn
I used to be the kid that no one cared about
Thats why you have to keep screaming til they hear you out

I needed a change
When we ate we never took because we needed a change
I needed a break
For a sec I even gave up believing and praying
I even done the legal stuff and was leaded astray
Now money is the root to the evilist ways
But have you ever been so hungry that it keeps you awake
Mate, now my hunger would leave them amazed
Great, it feels like a long time coming, fam
Since the day I thought of that cunning plan
One day I had a dream I tried to chase it
But I wasn’t going nowhere, running man!
I knew that maybe someday I would understand
Trying to turn a tenner to a hundred grand
Everyones a kid that no-one cares about
You just have to keep screaming until they hear you out

Oh Written In The Stars
A Million Miles Away
A Message To The Main
Ooooh
Seasons Come And Go
But I Will Never Change
And I'm On My Way

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biar diam begini

terseksa sebenarnya
mahu aku luahkan pada siapa
tapi
kalau aku luahkan pun
faham kah mereka?
lebih baik diam saja

apa yang kau mahu lagi?
sudah cukup bukan segala bekal dia berikan
kau boleh usahakan sendiri bukan?
kau masih punya kudrat
kau masih punya kekuatan

tapi fizikalnya memang aku ada
dalam hati rasanya sudah rapuh
hancur semuanya

mahu tidak kau dengar?
hati aku hancur
seluruhnya hancur
sangat hancur
aku juga seperti mereka
bezanya mereka lebih sempurna fizikalnya
lenggok badan yang cantik
aur wajah yang indah dipandang

tapi layanannya berbeza
aku jauh lebih teruk dimata mereka
tapi tak mengapa
mereka bukan siapa-siapa
ada juga darahnya

buat apa mahu didengki
buat apa mahu di maki
biar diam begini

biarlah begini
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Thursday, June 9, 2011

kherja kherja kherja

pesanan buat ayahnda..

"jangan kerja keras sangat
umur tu dah lanjut
bahaya tau..."

semoga allah melindungi anda sekeluarga
amin~

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Hatiku hatimu
Menjadi satu cinta
Ku rasa hadirmu
sempurnakan aku
Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini 

di dunia ini
Mungkin tidak bersama
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya



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i'm losing my fucking mind




YES THE FUCK!!!!!!!!

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Thursday, June 2, 2011

ditanya~

ditanya lagi
dilihatnya aku bahagia
dilihatnya aku sedikit berubah
bukan gaya aku yang dahulu
banyak yang lain
positifnya banyak dari negatif
dia hairan..
bukan senang mahu di ubah cara fikirku
bukan senang mahu di ajak berbual panjang
bukan senang mahu dilihatnya aku melekat di rumah

apakah sebab gerangannya..

aku tersenyum
sudah ku tahu apa yang bermain dikepalanya dia
aku tahu yang berlegar

andaiannya dia, aku punya kekasih hati
sudah pasti..

aku tersenyum,
sebelah tangan kanan ku terpacak
bukan..tidak sama sekali
sumpah, bukan kerana kekasih hati

tak mengapa..
ternyata dia silap..
aku hanya tinggal diam...

ditanya lagi
siapa gerangan manusia yang mampu mengubah semua ini

aku lagi tinggal diam..
berfikir sejenak
menyusun kata apa yang harus aku jawab
mahu dia faham terus apa yang bakal aku suarakan
tiada lagi pertanyaan

dijawabnya aku..
"Mahu tahu kenapa?..
Cuba lihat dalam mata aku
Apa yang kau dapat lihat?"

dijawabnya dia...
"Penuh Cahaya..
Bercahaya Macam Bulan..
Sudah tidak ada kosongnya dulu"

dijawabnya aku
"ada seorang hamba Allah,
hanya orang biasa,
bukan pengurus,
bukan pemegang sijil pendidikan tertinggi
tapi dia punya kuasa yang luar biasa...
yang mampu berikan seikhlas kasih dan sayang yang sangat-sangat aku dahagakan,
aku dambakan, aku inginkan
tidak terbeli wang ringgit..
dia penuhkan hati aku yang dahulunya kosong
dia buat aku bahagia..
sangat bahagia..."

dia diam
"I can see that..
I'm happy for u..
Allah Maha Adil..
Hargai apa yang ada sekarang..
jangan lupa tanggungjawab mu sebagai seorang anak...
semoga Allah merahmati kehidupan mu...
Amin.."

Amin...........

diteruskan nya lagi
"Semoga Allah merahmati juga kalian yang mampu membahagiakan anakku..
Pesan ku wahai anak,
jangan kau sakiti hati mereka..
ingat pesan ku"
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PJF 5801

dah cantek dah PJF 5801
dah berkilat dah...
banyak jasa dia untuk aku
merata dia ku bawak teman...
memang setia..
walau kadang2 ada jugak dia buat perangai...
tapi aku tetap sayang dia...

PJF 5801..
kau lah pengarang jantung hati ku~

senyum!!!!!

hehe..
takkan baca jerrrrrr...komen sket...tq~hehe